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The Excitement
The Happiness
The Anticipation
The Shopping
The Celebrating
The Telling Everyone You Know
And Then Everyone You Do Not Know
The Seeing of the Life of Your Unborn Child Through
The Technology
The Scare
The Nurse Telling You Parts Are Too Small and Not Matching Up
The Hope That Everything Will Be Okay
The Reassurance from Top Specialists That Everything Is Just Fine
The Big Misunderstanding
The Excitement
The Happiness
The Anticipation
The Call - It's Time
The Waiting
And More Waiting
The Time Has Finally Arrived
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The Joy
The Tears Of Happiness
The Celebration of A Highly Anticipated
New Life
The Holding
The Happiness
The Joy
The Excitement Continues
The Bath
Suddenly Without Warning
The Scare
The Choking
Not Breathing
Skin Purple
Back To Breathing
People Rushing
The Code Pink
The Bad Code
The Only Code You Will
Never Forget
The Waiting
No Sleeping
Delirious
The Confusion
The Visiting
The Wires
The Needles
The Tears
The This Is Not Normal
The Disbelief
The Big Breath of Relief
The Exhaustion
The Fatigue Takes Over
The Sleep
No
No Sleep
Cannot Sleep
The Ringing
The Phone
The Doctor
The News
The Secrets Revealed
The Hidden Truth
The Why's
The Not So Good News
The Visits
The Tangled Wires
The Alarms
The Scares
The You Have to Leave
The Home
Something Is Missing
The Sadness
The Worry
The Dreams
The Emptiness
The Travel
The Hospital
The Specialist
The Bad News
The Mistakes
The Other Bad News
The Other Specialist
The Recovery
The Last Night
The Celebration
Finally The Long Awaited
Day of Going Home with My Own
The Excitement
The Joy
The Happiness
She Made It
The Strength
The Courage
The Hope
The Confusion
The Shattered Dreams
The Hospital Memories
The New Memories
The Good
The Bad
The Happy
The Sad
The Ups
The Downs
The Lost Hope
The Regained Hope
This Will Never End
The Confusion
Why?
The Unexpected Can Be Better Than
What You Had Always Dreamed Of